FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!

Feel so fuck suck nw.......wth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Feel so suxx to be the one who done bad decision...

WHY!!!!!!!!!!!
YOU NEVER CHANGE...>FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well..when time pass..everything will be fine...hope i cheer up soon.....

FUCK!

Missing her

Why.....Whatever...Miss

Feel Hell....

I don't want....I don't want....
Sorry for being so.....

BAN LOVE....PLEASE STAY AWAY FROM ME...

What i can work for??

JOB....which job i can handle??

I m juz a newbie..haiz...

Watever...watever....haiz..

Love??Ha...ridiculous~

STPM NEARer...so...panic..did i??wahaha..stupid la...

LOVE....i shouldnt thk bout it...i really sudnt..i alrdy din....lolz..

Im bad guy....for i like to treat gals good...dunno..tat's my style..i like to talk with gals..with the gals i thk special for me....but mostly frenz...for lover..it will be a question..when and when...ridiculous....watever..i dont care...fate..i trust it...

2012...nice movie..check it out~

STPM is near...but im....lazy....

SO FUXX....

HELL IS WAITING FOR ME...LOLZ>>>SUX>

Keep the best for us...delete the worst for you...Time for me and u...

Love not equal to own...I love you..but do you...
So...i cant rush....

wait and wait..time makes everything fine...i hope so...~

HATE

I HATE I HATE I HATE I HATE...>FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FUCK OFF [LONELY]!!

I HATE TO STEP INTO AGAIN....FEEL SO SUCK!!!!

SORRY...IM SO SORRY....I JUST CANT CONTROL MYSELF....I WONT TELL [YOU] ALTHOUGH I WISH I CAN TELL YOU....I AFRAID OF THE FEEL OF LOSING YOU AGAIN....SORRY.........BECAUSE I CANT LIE MYSELF...THAT I STILL HAVE FEEL TO YOU...YOU ARE NOT AS A REPLACABLE FOR HER...TRUST ME IF YOU COULD..I WISH...

MISS YOU....LOVE YOU....THE [QUEEN] OF MY HEART....

I WILL ALWAYS BE AT YOUR SIDE.. WHENEVER...WHEREVER..WHATEVER..HOWEVER...FOREVER AND EVER...

SORRY SORRY SORRY.......

SICK

I m sick...suffer alots.....feel like hell...lolz..

lol
lol
lol
lol

SICK SICK SICK...

MUAR

MUAR..A nice place....I went there...Why???Becoz of crazy...wahaha....

When...How...

HAIz...When i can start to be good...Im useless...haiz...how...haiz...

Go GO GO~

LET GO ALRDY....

NOTHING WORRY~

I'm WOLF~

LOVE..LOLZ....

LIAR LIAR LIAR....I'm TOTALLY a LIAR...FUCKING!!!!

FORGET...FORGET...FORGET...NO MORE CHANCE~

STOP....

STOP everything....gonna stop myself doing those things..

I'm nothing...so wat??

SUICIDE myself with everything...

NO MORE WOLF....

Would you ever feel stress until you don't know what to do?? Try this way->[Sit down and close your eyes...Breath in.....Breath out.....Stand up,(whether close or open your eyes as you like,care your position) moving front 7 steps...Breath in......Breath out...Moving backward 7 steps again...Breath in...Breath out...] continue to move for several times until you are okay...TRY iT..NO HARMS..SHARE^^

CHange..

Everything change within a minute....Is it...

I change my mind very quickly...haha.....

Money or enjoy??Doubting...

CHange..

Everything change within a minute....Is it...

I change my mind very quickly...haha.....

Money or enjoy??Doubting...

What i want?

What i want...I doubting so long...long...and long....

Study...Perhaps...Psychology,Bakery,IT or accounting(Less %% i will pick that)= =

Cant we pick our future own...I believe i will success some time ..I always believe it...Although i m lazy...Bakery is now my choice...Psychology..erm..if i got the chance..i will go...but...haiz...

Planning is in my mind...But Decision is such a hard thing to go...

Whatever thing....STPM....I will beat you down...even though....my ability is too too very low...
but...i will try...GAMBATEH!!!

SICKO AGAIN...BECOz oF Yu..

"小狼論"

我叫小狼...為何呢??我覺得呢...嗯...嗯....

我做事都不是很狼..都是小狼小狼...
可能我脾氣比較好吧= =...哈哈...
我耐性好吧...= =..哈哈...
所以...我都是不很狼...

不過.....不要以為我就不會變人狼...我也有不為人知的一面的...小心....

Don't try to make me to be cruel,i can be as wicked as wolf in order to be cruel,but if you want me to do so...

以上的狼的意識是:"狠,過分,著急等"

Kenny G

I like and lvoe Kenny G song lately..so nice...try it my friends...

When you're down...hear it...When you're sad...hear it..When you can't sleep...hear it...
It will Calm you down...Trust it...

THOUGHT

~
S
U
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C
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瘋狂

一個巧合,讓我遇見了你...是你,讓我失去理智,讓我忘了自己去做一件難以置信的事...這感覺太強了,我無法抗拒,我已經失去自我了...我...該如何呢...

我好無奈...為何我會將呢...我...又掉入懸涯....誰能來拉我一把....
我是個大白痴....大白痴....大......

Suxx Again....

Feeling so...suxx....

If u thk i m wat u thk...u r wrong...

Nobody will know me...

So wat??I dun care....

I'm 小狼...The wicked 1....fuxx...


P/s:Sorry to those i care...Im juz feeling suxx....

Suxx and Fuxx

NOthing....Juz feel suxx...

MAD

I m getting mad...watever...Gonna be alright later....

From now on,pls....never told me tat i thk too much..i m sick of it...
mayb i m really thk too much..but...forget it..
Pisces..I MAD OF IT.....

MYself

Who i m...I m not myself anymore...I cant recognise the one i use to be...i m different..be the one i dun like to be....I m mad..getting madness...

One word to say...[MAD]

Crazy

I m crazy nw...I just dun wan be boring...so..planning doing something crazy...but..no ppl join for nw..wakaka..i m crazy..
I m juz treating myself better than others...I enjoy my life...

What i m...

Actually...What i m...Who i m...I m doubting...Why i hv to suffer this...
I m just a normal person..Why??
I gonna love myself..I gonna be cruel to wat i dun like...I gonna be selfish...I juz dun wan hurt myself..I juz dun wan hurt again..I cant endure too much of this...I will be crazy someday...


~LOVE MYSELF~

LOVE SUCK!!!!

I hate love...IT's suck things....
I love single life...i hate myself being into love...It's so fu**...
LOVE LOVE...Fu** THINGS!!!

I WILL LOVE MYSELF MORE THAN OTHERS!!!NOTHING IS IMPORTANT THAN ME!!MYSELF!!!

LOVE SUCK!!!!!!!!!

清醒

人就是哪麼奇怪...需要掙扎了才會清醒...然後才慢慢領悟...慢慢學會...這就是人生嗎...如果是,我學會了..呵呵...初學者= =...哈哈...

放開了...想透了...不再失去理智了..
學會了...清醒了...希望我的堅決會持久...
我是感情的初學者...需要慢慢領悟了...不再执着了...
也許你對的吧..錯覺...不過..我醒來了...

有位朋友說:"失落的躲在角落哭泣,是永遠也無法離開沉默的身影"
我了解了...感受到了..謝謝你...我銘記心中..感恩....

矛盾...

人就是哪麼的矛盾..說了不要怎樣...最後還是怎樣...
為何...很難解釋...哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈..白痴..

是否該停止呢....如果不...哪要如何??我越陷越深...擔心自己爬不起來了...
我已經要失去理智了...我真的擔心...我又亂說話...
咳....真的是累人累己..白痴...

對不起...

對不起...對不起...對不起...對不起...對不起...對不起...對不起...對不起...對不起...對不起...對不起...對不起...對不起...對不起...對不起...對不起...對不起...對不起...對不起...對不起...對不起...對不起...對不起...對不起...對不起...對不起...對不起...對不起...對不起...對不起...對不起...對不起...對不起...對不起...對不起...對不起...對不起...對不起...對不起...


朋友...很對不起...我把最重要的東西遺忘了...真的很抱歉...我還說錯話了..真的很抱歉...我沒有面子在面對你了...對不起...也許..這是我死心的理由...對不起...真的很抱歉...我不期望得到你的原諒...因為...不需要...

至:我感到很抱歉的人...

謝謝朋友..

Haiz...die die die...fail 2 sub...mayb gonna 3 sub..haha...wat actually i hv learned in sch..mayb..none...lolz...wasting my time only...suck..haha...
Hope i wont giv up...haha...

STUPID...

STUPID...so suck...FUCK!!!

Feel

Feel...a four letter words with unexplainable meaning..

時間....

有人問..下雨後,一定有風和日麗嗎??
想了想...就想到了東東...
下雨後,也許沒有彩虹,也許沒有風和日麗,也許..也許..種種的也許..但..下雨後一定會有太陽..因為它不會消失...只是時間的問題...
下雨就好像挫折..太陽就好像希望...當挫折來临時,就會有種種的也許...可是..我們最後都應該堅信"一定會有希望,希望永遠都不會消失,只是時間的問題"


時間真的很重要...所以...請不要因挫折而放棄...因為時間讓我們學習一切,讓我們有希望..
當面對挫折而失落時,請冷靜下,冷靜去休息,什麼都別想..你會好過些...當腦里都空白時,希望就會出現了...
請自己體會...你會明白...


~小狼筆~

Calm....

Calm yourself when problem come to u...you will feel better...mayb it's true..haha...

I m sorry....

I m sorry...for those i had alrdy disturbed...I m sorry...Thx for endures me...
I apologize deeply for what i hv done....I m sorry..
Everything will be fine soon...Don't worry...

thx...i m sorry....

TIme change a man...Man change everything...

I will learn tat..always...thx...

LONELY

I hate this feel...time...pls let me use to it...i hate this feel so much..
Nobody can help me..except..myself..and time...
LONELY..a feel tat cant blow away..so i hv to use to it..but...how...
HAHA...STUPID...haiz....

I m ok...Just need time...

执着....

不再去想了....不再执着了..一切都算了...解脫吧....我要讀書!!!!我要讀書!!!!!!!
可我心中..還是哪麼的不堅決...呵呵....死白痴....真的是白痴..要怎樣呢..
妳明白我感受嗎...我...好恨這感覺...真的..我想讓它消失..可它就是吹不去..我..無能為力...誰叫我是個嚴重病態的雙魚男..白痴..呵呵...
我的感覺是對的嗎..有時很懷疑...可它就偏偏中...為何不給我4個字感覺...哪...我也好過些..
我不喜歡將...我不喜歡哪感覺出現在不對的時間...可..還不是自己拿來的...我...該如何...妳教教我好嗎...給我死心的理由...

雙魚座>>>胡思亂想的功力很大...沒人能頂...一旦起了頭..就難放了...真是可悲....哈哈哈哈....


突發奇想...白痴男-->小狼

Lonely

..............I m lonely....really..i hate this feel...Feel going to suicide nw..i m lonely...Sorry for being cruel....As i hv no choice..I m tired....sorry...
Lonely..is a feel...of losting in life...Who gonna help me....

解脫....

爱是不夜城 回忆像星辰
热泪越沸腾 我越感觉有点冷
变了心的人 越想越伤人
枯坐到清晨 阳光替房间开了灯

想 若结局一样 又何苦再想
伤 若让人成长 我为什么怕分手的伤

解脱 是肯承认这是个错
我不应该还不放手
你有自由走 我有自由好好过

解脱 是懂擦干泪看以后
找个新方向往前走
这世界辽阔 我总会实现一个梦

心里有一种渴望勇敢的念头
不要爱我的人再担心我


一首歌...帶過了我的心情...我的想法..我的自私...對不起...
解脫...是一種愛...對你對我的愛...
我累了...要休息了...不再去执着了...
我做到FORGIVE + FORGET 了...謝謝....

LOST ++ GAIN

When u LOST a thing...May be u r on the way of GAINING another thing or more thing...right??

I learn many things...Something tat not everyone can learn....M i the luckiest 1??I guess..Lolz..

But anyway..I m Alright nw...

Juz...facing trial..shit shit...SUICIDE STPM...haha...CRazy...= =...


REMEmBER MY FRIENDS..

WHEN YOU LOST A THING..MAY BE YOU ARE ON THE WAY TO GAIN ANOTHER THING...SO..DON'T BE DISAPPOINTED...BE LEARN FROM THING...


FORGIVE++FORGET

What Can I do...

What can i do...I m lost again...I dunno how to solve it...I scare...but...suffer...wat can i do...ahaha..STUPID LA RIZ.....BLURRING...~

Mayb....i m juz a burden to u...

FORGIVE +++ FORGET

I m nw ok...EVERYTHING is alright nw...

I hv learned things...

FORGIVE and FORGET....

There are still many unhappy things around us...So y not we juz blame for while and calm down to think bout it...

FORGIVE the unhappy things that had happened as we couldnt return back...
FORGET the unhappy things as we still hv opportunity to gain HAPPY THINGS...
We cannot just bury ourselves in the sadness...It's a STUPID THING in LIFE....


So...do learn it...

++FORGIVE AND FORGET++

I M OK....

MY FRIENDS...I M OK....DON'T WORRY...JUST A DIFFICULTY FOR MY LIFE...I AM GOING TO OVERCOME IT...DON'T WORRY....EVERYTHING WILL BE ALL RIGHT...

I M OK....

..........

haha..a stupid pic...


I m ok nw..I guess so....Feel lonely though...haha..But waiting for the answer....I want good or bad answer...I wander..I m still blurring..maybe..I m phobia of it....haha...WTF...
Whatever it's...I m still Riz....Let the answer be...I m ok i thk...lol...
This is fate...nobody can stop it....Although i m regret to do like tat...But...Why..haha..juz a mystery....

Actually...wat i wan..i m blurring nw..wahaha....let to go or wats...= =...

waiting for 2508 to come...It's a special day for us...or maybe...a memorable day...

Answer will be reveal when the day come....

Be selfish....

Choices are in front of us...it's depends on our thought...so...wat i m going to do...i m blurz...wakaka....suxx..fuxx....
Mayb the more selfish i can be the better the story goes...I am juz protecting myself...from hurting each other....once you got it..i m alrdy out of the situation....
Sorry....

不能接受...

就算原諒了你...還是接受不到....
傷就算好了...也會留痕....
等待着....時間會沖淡一切....
S
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It's a better choice...still confusing..suxk...
LOVE is nothing...but hurt...
Love is nothing...but sadness...
Love is nothing...but a begin for a break-up...
FXXX.....

LOVE是自私的...對吧..呵呵....



伪装是辛苦的...瀟灑是心酸的...



其實自己很在意...............

What is LIFE....

Love
Impossibility
Fate
Enjoyment

WTF!!!
I m still the way i m...Is it change is impossible for me...haha...bastard RIZ....

Speechless...wakakaka.....

going to suicide...to stop suffering....f***....useless RIZ....
Hope that thing will past as time past...but when,....god....pls bless me...
Everything will b alright....

Everything will b alright....

Everything will b alright....

Everything will b alright....
Everything will b alright....



D.I.E

i m so shit....damn shit.........shit shit shit shit....f*** fu** Riz...u better go D.I.E....
once fall u will never stand again...thk properly and choose properly...
it's a big hurt if u mistaken for a wrong choice...thk for it..bastard...
opportunity don't come for twice.....

A child

When refreshing my mind about this child.....i smile..he is juz like my small brother...although we hv a differ for 18years old..haha...he always follows us go out wherever we go....if not he will cry...haha..i like this bro very much...everytime i saw him..i will sure say..call "gor gor"..then he will call me "gor gor",...haha...feel so sweet and happy..hahahahahaha.....= =....










when he starts grow a few months..haha..so cute right???











a curiousity face...haha....








wow...he is so cool....haha...i like this 2 much....this i thk is bout 1 years more...haha..start to learn driving...haha...

my little bro arr...must remember me a..haha....

after bath...i feel better..haha....i m blurring y i buy tat hp....haha...i choose a hp tat same exactly with my frend...hahaha....he is also pisces....i really dunno and forget how his hp look like...haha..

i m a bad guy....damn (f***)

f*** f*** f***
so dull and confuse nw...dunno wat i m thking....shit...i m sorry...i m sorry...pls forgive me..i juz cant control myself...sorry...sorry..sorry..sorry....sorry......

i wont hurt anyone..i promise...god bless me....sorry....

YES YES YES..I got my 1st hp le...wakaka...i m so happy nw..hehe...last time juz using second hand...but i appretiate also...today got 1 new 1...i m so happy..k770i...hehe..i will take care of it much..thx mom...i m happy for it...thx...

..........

I m so dull nw....feel sad bout 1 frend of mine....seem we are pisces..i know wat his mood as the thing happen although we are not so close...but...what we still can do...god,pls bless him...hope he knows tat every frend is concerned bout him....

Frend...we are always beside u to support u no matter wat happen...All the best....

movie movie again..haiz....

Juz finish watch moster vs alien...It's a good movie too..wakaka....Love it....
How well if i hv tat quantanium power..wakaka...i gonna be like hulk...grr..arr....haha..
and tat butterfly...so touch for it...haha...

Transformer 2 again...haha...but watch at cinema screen...damn nice movie..love it so much...haha
this time is jet fire..an old decepticon member...but it is on autobots side...damn nice...

U all should see twice like me..hahaha...

TRANSFORMER 2.....

Today juz finish watch transformer 2....it's so amazing..i love it so much!!!!!!!!!

Especially the twin car brothers....they are so funny..haha...Ice-cream car...= =...

It's a good movie...i will watch it again...

Still lazy all the day...2day still sleeping= =...sorry teacher..i m too tire...haiz..i m so shit/...

YES YES YES!!!!!!!!!

I m so happy today as i hv found my book...haha....I m so surprise that i can find back it...In the morning..i alrdy gone to the scene to search for it but nothing found as there was too dark...Haiz...then i juz can thk bout it...after sch..i went to the scene and search again...haha

at last i found it...it was being thrown into the dry drain..dunno which bastard thrown...but at least it was clean and back to my side..i m so happy... hahaha....

I will never leave my thing again...Promise~thx my god....

Haiz....

...Haiz..i m so annoying nw...fuck fuck ..........i forget to bring my book back...stupid Riz....

Wish it waits for me...but the hope is so dim...almost give up alrdy..haiz...

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Confusing....

What i m thking nw actually i dunno..i m lost i thk...haha..bluring always....

Gonna busy for my work...What a waste of time...blur blur....

Change

21days can change a man...But m i the man..i wish so...